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Jul. 10th, 2003 04:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
altarflameok. so apparently, jean-paul's mom is extremely mad at him, because of something his sister said/wrote, in connection with me. i' ve been really eager to talk to her about this, because i've been jean-paul's friend for years (he's my "longest running non-relation"), and i actually make it a point to never say anything negative about him if she brings stuff up - which very rarely happens, we mostly talk about what's going on with her, or my kids.
anyway, i don't know if she's not getting online because she's avoiding jp, or me, or just because she's out of town now so she's not gonna be on all the time. but in any case, i really don't think i ever mentioned anything about him and pot. i don't really KNOW anything about him and pot. certainly in the past few days,nothing vaguely like that has come up at all, i know that for absolutely certain. so i don't know how anyone could have "seen the conversation". i don't know what conversation!
would someone just fill me in on what is going on? because i really feel like the worst kind of back-stabbing liar trying to swear to him that i haven't been talking shit when he is getting ranting phone calls. i think he is actually a grown boy doing pretty well for himself who is a bit past lectures, but i'm not his mom, and who knows how i'll feel when my kids are grown. as long as they aren't stemming from/being attributed to me. especially after a day that i talked to him for real for the first time in months and prayed for him and so forth. i even had some *questionable* dreams.
aside from all that jazz, i am feeling quite the well balanced young woman. me and grant had one of these rare late nights where one of us cries and we say everything we've been thinking for the past month of running through our days, and feel much much closer and happier, afterwards. we spent a while at the villages in the late afternoon/early evening, letting the kids run and play. took annie's new birthday bike and all. his mom didn't flip about him getting fired, which was very relieving. i'm up too late, but have been getting important things accomplished - such as going to wal-mart at the last minute for dress pants, and ironing his company logo onto a collared shirt - so that he can get up and go to the chamber of commerce breakfast tomorrow.
reckon i'll finish outlining the details of the illustrations i envision, for memo, so we can get this kids book really rolling, and take a quick cleaning-up-the-bathroom-included shower, then head off to bed.
anyway, i don't know if she's not getting online because she's avoiding jp, or me, or just because she's out of town now so she's not gonna be on all the time. but in any case, i really don't think i ever mentioned anything about him and pot. i don't really KNOW anything about him and pot. certainly in the past few days,nothing vaguely like that has come up at all, i know that for absolutely certain. so i don't know how anyone could have "seen the conversation". i don't know what conversation!
would someone just fill me in on what is going on? because i really feel like the worst kind of back-stabbing liar trying to swear to him that i haven't been talking shit when he is getting ranting phone calls. i think he is actually a grown boy doing pretty well for himself who is a bit past lectures, but i'm not his mom, and who knows how i'll feel when my kids are grown. as long as they aren't stemming from/being attributed to me. especially after a day that i talked to him for real for the first time in months and prayed for him and so forth. i even had some *questionable* dreams.
aside from all that jazz, i am feeling quite the well balanced young woman. me and grant had one of these rare late nights where one of us cries and we say everything we've been thinking for the past month of running through our days, and feel much much closer and happier, afterwards. we spent a while at the villages in the late afternoon/early evening, letting the kids run and play. took annie's new birthday bike and all. his mom didn't flip about him getting fired, which was very relieving. i'm up too late, but have been getting important things accomplished - such as going to wal-mart at the last minute for dress pants, and ironing his company logo onto a collared shirt - so that he can get up and go to the chamber of commerce breakfast tomorrow.
reckon i'll finish outlining the details of the illustrations i envision, for memo, so we can get this kids book really rolling, and take a quick cleaning-up-the-bathroom-included shower, then head off to bed.
