I second the thought of PTSD. I come from a completely different end of the spectrum. I had cancer. I lived. I survived. And I can't move on. I have so much anger and rage and seeing you type it out makes me wonder why I still can't show that anger. I just build it up inside and become bitter and depressed. My doctor diagnosed me and I just don't like the thought of it but I hate my regular thoughts more too. To overcome a hard life obstacle isn't the end. Surviving and living with it and thinking about it can sometimes be harder than the initial event. I just want to cry seeing myself in your words and knowing how it's not fair for either of us to feel that way.
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Date: 2008-06-08 09:35 pm (UTC)