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I am not getting much of a chance to be near the computer.

-I'm barely managing to read the friends' page once a day.
-Ananda and Aaron's soccer coaches, teams, practices and general attitude about it all are really great.
-Grant and I are so sweetly happy that I'm terrified, as usual, that I'll lose him one day. Because I will. Because that's how this life is.
-my mother is living here. With my brother. And her dog. We got a new privacy fence for the back yard for the dog, and it is great, too. The dog is alright, better than I thought.
-Most of my mental energy is torn in too many directions, all related to therapy, politics, philosophical and/or dramatic crap, all coming back to my mother being here.
-my baby is wonderful. I cut her toddler mullet off tonight.
-my sister and Brian are wonderful.

So, yeah. Nanny, therapy, kids' activities. I wrote a story tonight for the first time in awhile. I'm trying not to eat everything in the world. I'm trying to stop thinking so much. I talked to Kathy today for the first time in forever.

Shaun, I will read your story soon.

H. A-V., I have 10 million things to say to you.