Equalizer

You know how stereo equalizers have all the little things you can move up and down to different heights, lined up in a big row, to adjust everything? I feel like that. Today my nausea is up, my clarity about Catholicism is down, and my fear of and confidence in an unassisted birth has stabilized at a midline. Motivation for crafts is on mute, but my writing gauge is all the way to the top. I started a notebook for the new baby.


Where the heck is Dama? She said she had a 2 day drive to take and that was like TWO WEEKS ago. She doesn't even know I'm pregnant! I'm starting to worry that they got in a horrible accident driving cross country.