I wouldn't worry about all this. I think the way you are processing things is good and healthy. Just go to liturgy when you can, and don't feel a bit bad if you don't understand things or don't know what to think. Try to pray a few minutes a day. Love your family. Try to be grateful for something, even one thing, every day. Don't try to take too much on yourself - we are all very weak and God knows that far better than we do. Ask God for help, and to guide you. You might not see Him answer that prayer, but I always find that the prayer has been answered through many years, and I didn't even notice.
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Date: 2006-02-08 07:26 pm (UTC)Oh, if I could take my own advice...:)