I totally understand this. I still struggle with this. I want to believe--I don't want to be "taken in" by some fraud. I want to be touched by the Divine--I don't want to lose control of myself. I want to be a fool for Christ--I don't want anyone to think I'm stupid or naive. I'm not saying you feel all these things, just that I understand the tug of war.
Don't try to make it happen. The belief, the doubt, discovering the Truth. Just ask for it to be revealed to you...over and over and over...and trust that He will reveal it. "Seek ye first the kingdom of God..."
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Date: 2006-02-08 06:57 pm (UTC)Don't try to make it happen. The belief, the doubt, discovering the Truth. Just ask for it to be revealed to you...over and over and over...and trust that He will reveal it. "Seek ye first the kingdom of God..."