Aaron, my husband, doesn't understand why I can just randomly start crying at the mention of a funeral or death not even related to us. It's because my mind immediately puts him in the casket and I at the graveside. I simply don't know what I'd do without him or how I'd manage. Until now, I haven't been able to put it into a string of words he understands why this happens. What you wrote about your feelings about Grant has given be a platform to build my own explanation of my emotions about the whole thing. Next time it happens, maybe I'll be able to make sense to him.

Thank you for sharing! Your birthday sounded wonderful. :-)